[xSharpshooter94]

Well you guys all, or mostly all know me. Throughout my time here i was told that all i wanted was to get loyal. That i was a suck-up and a kiss-ass. Well i don't know if that is true or not but i gotta say something about it. Yes I want loyal but that is not for the reason that you all think.
You see of course i want loyal, who doesn't but i want it not for the cool rank or just because i can. Well you see I'm active i am seen in off topic and the regular forums. But i have actually been here since january and well all of the people i play with on live or talk to on here are Mods or loyals/Premiums. I here them all talking and i join in where i can but as soon as they start talking about the PubHub i am no longer a part of the conversation.
Obviously this sounds a little self-centered but i have a point. I love this site and it is the reason i have stayed and spent a lot of my time on here. I do loove this site but after 11 months the normal things a member can do on this site become tiresome. I want to do more. Unfortunately there are certain things only a loyal+ can do. I want to do more. I want to help host a TGIF i want to help do write ups. But i can't do any of that stuff without loyal because to be hinest with myself nobody is completely in love with me here.
Now don't get me wrong i am happy here and if i never get loyal it is not like im going to flip out. Also I want to get my loyal(if i ever do) by earning it. Truely if i was given loyal for no reason i would feel undeserving and guilty. I want to get loyal like everyone else did, by being a helpful fun member who just all-around loves this site.
This is also the reason i make all these silly groups and have all these stupid ideas. Im trying to help out like i should but of course i get the people saying "oh your just trying to get loyal!" You know what yes i am. But shouldn't we all strive to be what a loyal represents.
So mi hope this clears things up about me and my "reputation" and well i know im going to get bombed for this so go ahead. bomb away. i spoke my mind, i told the truth and if i get bombed for that, so be it.

Originally Posted by xSharpshooter94

lol im sorry marcus, your right, but dude it sounds so werid coming from you of all people. and you all just keep repaeting the same thing that you need to be helpful and shit like that. i have been here a long while and well i think i know that. As for me needing to kick back i do alot of the time but people only notice me when im working hard. I have OCD like Tex and i do random stuff (unlike Tex). Some of that stuff helps but others just bomb. Either way i am here for fun. isn't that what video games are for...lol. And about me wanting acsess to the pubhub, i dont and let me refrase that, all i want is not to be keept out of the mix because im not loyal. I cant work behind the scenes like i do in real life, and love doing, because im not loyal. As for matt, dude the mods love you and well nobody loves me...*tear*...So basically all i want is not to be left out of the mix and help out. i do and don't want loyal, who doesn't want it but if i never do get loyal, who gives a fuck

^^^posted a little later in the thread^^^

[EGP]

Honestly I think you made this thread to try to get loyal lol
Ok thanks for summing things up...?
ight..
Ya everyone wants loyal thats a fact though, everyone but mods and stuff you know

[xSharpshooter94]

thanks E i knew you'd understand
did you actually read that entire thing

[EGP]

Originally Posted by xSharpshooter94

thanks E i knew you'd understand
did you actually read that entire thing

Ya I read it and to tell you the truth I feel the exact same way about it.
Sure I would like to have loyal but I know I will never get it, im not really true to the community, but ya loyal is something you earn

[Sheogorath]

Well sharp my already well sized box of respect for you just grew about 10%. At least your honest I figure and honesty is a rare quality to have when your anonymous.

[Hotpokkaminny]

There's a reason you aren't doing write ups...
Sometimes you try a wee bit too hard. Don't get me wrong, I want loyal, but I don't try for it, I come here mostly for the people here; and the occasional laugh, also the maps. Just don't let it occupy your mind and you won't care anymore.

[sdrakulich]

Firstly, this looks like a pity attempt. Don't we all?
Second, grammar helps a lot in your sentncs bcz i cnt rd thm
The thing is dude, not everyone can have it, and they are at one of their last loyals, so I've heard. I don't know dude, but it just seems to me this is a run for nothing. I say you have a higher chance of getting premium than loyal with this stunt. Did any of the loyals now get it by creating these grammar-less writeups? Did they get it by saying 20 times, "I do want loyal, but....."
No, they didn't.
Do I want loyal? Not really...
Do I deserve it? He-ee-ell No...
Do I have a chance? With my reputation? Cross that out...
Do I want premium? Yes
Do I have a chance? Yes, as does everyone else.
In my mind, what you are asking for is having a say in higher member's decisions. Any colored rank can get you that, and right now you look premium-ish to me rather than in purple.

EDIT: Think about it this way: What is the first thought you get when ForgeHub is dying? (Theoretically lololol)
My first thought shoots out to where will I get this sum of people that I know about back together again? Sure I haven't been here long compared to others like you, and the other members, but comon....
Basically, like Hotpokamminny here said, I just come here for the people and to converse. The laughs I've had here, the arguements....
*Tear*
I have no idea where I will become active on a forum after I leave this one....it just seems pointless, you know? I connect with people, and all that nice stuff, but its the after ForgeHub. Let's be realistic here. Nothing lasts forever. But if we can somehow get eveyone to know everyone, and get them to keep talking, let it be in Off Topic, but I hope this site lives well past Fall of '09, when Halo Recon comes out, as well as Grif getting excited for every new game that comes out and discussing it in the "Official" thread for this game and that game. It's the community I'm here for, not any colored rank, just to talk and become friends with people. People I wouldn't have met, that are great people, and would have never even approached them if I even saw them on the street. Those people that I truly cherich knowing.....except for Insane. Insane is a different story here....

[xSharpshooter94]

Originally Posted by Hotpokkaminny

There's a reason you aren't doing write ups...
Sometimes you try a wee bit too hard. Don't get me wrong, I want loyal, but I don't try for it, I come here mostly for the people here; and the occasional laugh, also the maps. Just don't let it occupy your mind and you won't care anymore.

maybe I do try too hard but ya know what I'd risk that to help this site

Originally Posted by Sheogorath

Well sharp my already well sized box of respect for you just grew about 10%. At least your honest I figure and honesty is a rare quality to have when your anonymous.

thanks sheo I guess this is true cause you actually posted

Originally Posted by eguitarplaya33

Ya I read it and to tell you the truth I feel the exact same way about it.
Sure I would like to have loyal but I know I will never get it, im not really true to the community, but ya loyal is something you earn

your right and well thanks for taking the time to read this thanks a lot man

[Pigglez]

Originally Posted by Sharp

because to be hinest with myself nobody is completely in love with me here.

I wuv you sharp... lawlz...


nice that you spoke your mind... I didnt think people perceived you like this. Thats sad that you cant try to help without being called a suck up, kiss ass...

[xSharpshooter94]

Originally Posted by sdrakulich

Firstly, this looks like a pity attempt. Don't we all?
Second, grammar helps a lot in your sentncs bcz i cnt rd thm
The thing is dude, not everyone can have it, and they are at one of their last loyals, so I've heard. I don't know dude, but it just seems to me this is a run for nothing. I say you have a higher chance of getting premium than loyal with this stunt. Did any of the loyals now get it by creating these grammar-less writeups? Did they get it by saying 20 times, "I do want loyal, but....."
No, they didn't.
Do I want loyal? Not really...
Do I deserve it? He-ee-ell No...
Do I have a chance? With my reputation? Cross that out...
Do I want premium? Yes
Do I have a chance? Yes, as does everyone else.
In my mind, what you are asking for is having a say in higher member's decisions. Any colored rank can get you that, and right now you look premium-ish to me rather than in purple.


EDIT: Think about it this way: What is the first thought you get when ForgeHub is dying? (Theoretically lololol)
My first thought shoots out to where will I get this sum of people that I know about back together again? Sure I haven't been here long compared to others like you, and the other members, but comon....
Basically, like Hotpokamminny here said, I just come here for the people and to converse. The laughs I've had here, the arguements....
*Tear*
I have no idea where I will become active on a forum after I leave this one....it
just seems pointless, you know? I connect with people, and all that nice stuff, but its the after ForgeHub. Let's be realistic here. Nothing lasts forever. But if we can somehow get eveyone to know everyone, and get them to keep talking, let it be in Off Topic, but I hope this site lives well past Fall of '09, when Halo Recon comes out, as well as Grif getting excited for every new game that comes out and discussing it in the "Official" thread for this game and that game. It's the community I'm here for, not any colored rank, just to talk and become friends with people. People I wouldn't have met, that are
great people, and would have never even approached them if I even saw them on the street. Those people that I truly cherich knowing.....except for Insane. Insane is a different story here....

I personally don't agree with some of what you said but I am happy here and a lot of the shit here is effing hilarious but I basically made this to clear up my original statement regarding peoples opinions of me

Originally Posted by Zstrike13

I wuv you sharp... lawlz...


nice that you spoke your mind... I didnt think people perceived you like this. Thats sad that you cant try to help without being called a suck up, kiss ass...

I wuv you too pigglz and well it is not true for all but I only notice mine because it's mine